since the last time i wrote is about 5 to 6 month adi.
my life has been all down oni from the last u all have read it.
now i can see it clearly that that day GOD was training me to be humble, contented and how to respactful to others.
i went through a hard training from GOD. now i can see a new self of me.
but it very scary that i have lesser do quiet time with GOD again.
due to busy sschedule of my church life.
i have change to think on ppl on making decision in their shoe.
lately i got offer to be committe of the church property maintenance.
continue to keep me in prayer as i continue to do so.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
Words that hit me
Te pessage below as i read have hit me a lot and cause me to see how God have love me so much.
"Be content with such things as ye have; for He hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee."-- Heb_13:5.
SUCH THINGS as ye have, plus! The Greek literally means that there is within us an undeveloped power only awaiting the call, and there will be enough. I may be speaking to people who wish that they had more money, or more brains, or more influence. They dream of the lives they would live, of the deeds they would do, if only they were better circumstanced. But God says No! You have present within the narrow confines of your own reach the qualities that the world is wanting. Use them, and be content with the things that you have. You have never explored the resources of your own soul.
"Such things as ye have"--Moses had only a rod, but a rod with God can open the Red Sea. David had only five pebbles, but these with God brought down Goliath. The woman had only a little pot of oil, but that pot of oil with God paid all her debts. The poor widow was scraping the bottom of the barrel, but with God the handful of meal kept her child, herself, and the prophet until the rain came. The boy had only five tiny loaves and two small fish, but with Jesus they were enough for five thousand men, beside women and children. Estimate what you have got, and then count God into the bargain! He never lets go your hand. He will never leave nor forsake those that trust in Him!
Therefore be content! The most glorious deeds that have blessed and enriched the world have not been done by wealthy men. Our Lord had none of this world's goods; the apostles had neither silver nor gold; Carey was only a poor cobbler; Bunyan a travelling tinker; Wesley left two silver spoons. It is not money, but human love and God that is needed. Therefore do not be covetous; do not hoard, but give! Be strong and content. With good courage say: "The Lord is my Helper; I will not fear"--for life or death, for sorrow or joy!
PRAYER
The soul that to Jesus has fled for repose,
He cannot, He will not, desert to its foes.
That soul, though all hell should endeavour to take,
He'll never, no never, no never forsake!
AMEN.
as i read this peassage God was talking to me and speaking to me as he tell me that how He have love me and making me to be His mighty people.
Thank you Lord Jesus for speaking to me all the time.
Love you Lord Jesus alot.
"Be content with such things as ye have; for He hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee."-- Heb_13:5.
SUCH THINGS as ye have, plus! The Greek literally means that there is within us an undeveloped power only awaiting the call, and there will be enough. I may be speaking to people who wish that they had more money, or more brains, or more influence. They dream of the lives they would live, of the deeds they would do, if only they were better circumstanced. But God says No! You have present within the narrow confines of your own reach the qualities that the world is wanting. Use them, and be content with the things that you have. You have never explored the resources of your own soul.
"Such things as ye have"--Moses had only a rod, but a rod with God can open the Red Sea. David had only five pebbles, but these with God brought down Goliath. The woman had only a little pot of oil, but that pot of oil with God paid all her debts. The poor widow was scraping the bottom of the barrel, but with God the handful of meal kept her child, herself, and the prophet until the rain came. The boy had only five tiny loaves and two small fish, but with Jesus they were enough for five thousand men, beside women and children. Estimate what you have got, and then count God into the bargain! He never lets go your hand. He will never leave nor forsake those that trust in Him!
Therefore be content! The most glorious deeds that have blessed and enriched the world have not been done by wealthy men. Our Lord had none of this world's goods; the apostles had neither silver nor gold; Carey was only a poor cobbler; Bunyan a travelling tinker; Wesley left two silver spoons. It is not money, but human love and God that is needed. Therefore do not be covetous; do not hoard, but give! Be strong and content. With good courage say: "The Lord is my Helper; I will not fear"--for life or death, for sorrow or joy!
PRAYER
The soul that to Jesus has fled for repose,
He cannot, He will not, desert to its foes.
That soul, though all hell should endeavour to take,
He'll never, no never, no never forsake!
AMEN.
as i read this peassage God was talking to me and speaking to me as he tell me that how He have love me and making me to be His mighty people.
Thank you Lord Jesus for speaking to me all the time.
Love you Lord Jesus alot.
The Uselessness of Me
Time have past very fast since I started to work in Wesley Methodist Church Office.
It have been 5 years and 5 month now. I found out that myself is not suitable to work in this office anymore, I found out that I have use to them anymore. I also found out that my standard have just reach to a status that I feel myself useless. Feel more and more free time and less and lesser task for me to take up. I also found out that myself cannot be trusted by anyone in The Wesley Methodist Church Taiping.
I’m such as useless such as hopeless. Maybe should I get out of this church. But my God say I should stay back until I finish up my study and get my license to preach. I don’t know what is gonna happen to me. I feel so bad day after day I have to wear a mask to face all of my church members and my pastor.
I don’t know what have happen but what I know is that my life is such a mess now. I really wish that GOD would send me away. Maybe to another town? Or another place? Or just take me away. I don’t know.
I really have to seek God to know the answer. I really have to quiet down myself and my heart to hear for God whisper. No matter how hard I have to face my church member I have to endure it.
LORD JESUS HELP ME TO FACE THIS POLISHING FROM YOU, MY LORD, MY LORD I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP, THANK YOU LORD FOR ALWAYS BE BY MY SIDE EVEN I FALL AND FALL, THANK YOU LORD JESUS I PRAY AMAN!
For now I just look upon God for help and advice and also teaching. I know is a mad thing for some of you all but to me is the only way.
Thank you Lord for now forsaken me.
I only have you Lord Jesus now. No other person anymore.
That all for now. Please keep me in prayer as I battle with my sinful self.
See you all next time.
Bye love you all.
It have been 5 years and 5 month now. I found out that myself is not suitable to work in this office anymore, I found out that I have use to them anymore. I also found out that my standard have just reach to a status that I feel myself useless. Feel more and more free time and less and lesser task for me to take up. I also found out that myself cannot be trusted by anyone in The Wesley Methodist Church Taiping.
I’m such as useless such as hopeless. Maybe should I get out of this church. But my God say I should stay back until I finish up my study and get my license to preach. I don’t know what is gonna happen to me. I feel so bad day after day I have to wear a mask to face all of my church members and my pastor.
I don’t know what have happen but what I know is that my life is such a mess now. I really wish that GOD would send me away. Maybe to another town? Or another place? Or just take me away. I don’t know.
I really have to seek God to know the answer. I really have to quiet down myself and my heart to hear for God whisper. No matter how hard I have to face my church member I have to endure it.
LORD JESUS HELP ME TO FACE THIS POLISHING FROM YOU, MY LORD, MY LORD I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP, THANK YOU LORD FOR ALWAYS BE BY MY SIDE EVEN I FALL AND FALL, THANK YOU LORD JESUS I PRAY AMAN!
For now I just look upon God for help and advice and also teaching. I know is a mad thing for some of you all but to me is the only way.
Thank you Lord for now forsaken me.
I only have you Lord Jesus now. No other person anymore.
That all for now. Please keep me in prayer as I battle with my sinful self.
See you all next time.
Bye love you all.
Monday, April 14, 2008
Fighting
as time getting nearer to the day where i have to submit my Homelitic thesis.
i was out of thought and become more and more lazy.
i really donno what to do now.
i almost going crazy adi.
i really need God for help in my study.
but God is help me, is myself being lazy and tired and try to do other thing.
i really donno what to do now.
GOD PLEASE HELP ME IN MY THESIS WRITING.
AMEN.
i was out of thought and become more and more lazy.
i really donno what to do now.
i almost going crazy adi.
i really need God for help in my study.
but God is help me, is myself being lazy and tired and try to do other thing.
i really donno what to do now.
GOD PLEASE HELP ME IN MY THESIS WRITING.
AMEN.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Glory be to GOD
Friday April 11, 2008
Tonight as same time we are on our way to the same National service camp again. this time our group a bit smaller, somewhere like 9 person again. Praise the Lord again for stoping the rain.
As we gather as the CMC taipng with other ppl. my heart was a bit nervous as i gonna share the word at the camp. in my heart i was very scare and nervous, because i donno what to give to them. i also scare if i will teach the wrong teaching and lead them astray.
the journey started at somewhere 7:40pm.
as we move we started with our prayer. after that i say to myself that it.
as the van move i getting more and more nervous but God was with me that time and all the time. it was a great journey and i feel that if not for God we could not reach the camp.
in side the van me my sis and the group from the cmc was chatting and talking and giving praises to God.
by 8:10pm we reach the camp. we all move everything down from the van, thing like piano, guitar, laptop and lcd, song book, and most of all is ourself. hehehehe
with all the load we move to the NS camp office. n we waited and waited but the comander was not there. it about 15min later we meet up with the camp commander. we inform the camp commander that we are from the christian study group. then in no time he made the anouncement.
after the announcement we waited agian. we got scare cause like no want turn up that time. so we waited again. it about 10 later got 2ns camper turn up. when i saw then i got such a relief. then as time pass more and more turn up. in the end we got around 6 of them. out of the 6 one is a sengoi. i was so happy that. we started everything some where like 8:50pm.
we started by introducing ourself, then worship and then play some game and the time where is share.
i was sharing under the topic of sending out the 12 spies. Numbers 13 to 14. is a very long chapter. hehehehe at that time i was trembling like mad man. so scare la. but as i share God was with me. He guided me and i speak boldly of His word. after like 30min i end my sharing. i put up a challenge for them. as i finish the talk it was 10.02pm.
we leave that place at about 10.32pm. we have a bit long prayer and end with a song.
i was a bit annoyed with the malay camper there.
cause they make a lot of noise and shout and sing laudly.
it like some barberian or ppl that never went to school.
but no matter how laud they are it did not effect us.
our room that was a bit quiet cause the Lord was with us.
we have a very good time with the christian camper.
we also have a very good fellowship with them.
all of us can't wait to meet up with them again.
ok la for now hope to write more in the coming
see ya chow for now.
wahahahahaha.
is it boring in my life
for your reading
GOD'S CHALLENGE TO MAN
"Where wast thou when I laid the foundations of the earth? Declare if thou hast understanding."-- Job_38:4.
IN This mighty chapter, God seems to draw near to the perplexed and stricken soul, who sits brooding over the problems of human life, and points out that mysteries equally insoluble are above his head and under his feet; that he lives and moves amongst them. Man frets and despairs over a mystery forced upon him by sorrow and loss. He cannot interpret it, and is shaken to the heart; but the whole universe teems with mystery. Man cannot explain the creation of the world, the separation of sky and earth, the reflex influences of the one on the other. Light and darkness, wind and rain, snow and ice, storm and sunshine; the instincts of the animal creation these defy man's absolute understanding.
But who frets at the inscrutable mystery which enshrouds these natural phenomena! We use all of them, and make them serve our purpose.
We cannot be surprised, therefore, if we discover similar mysteries in God's dealings with ourselves. He does not answer our questions by always telling us His secret reasonings. His thoughts and ways are as much higher than ours, as the heavens are higher than the earth, and we could not more understand His reasons than tiny children can the mysteries of human life. But behind all mystery the Father's heart is beating, and a Father's voice is pleading, that we should trust Him. Little children, you cannot understand, but you are infinitely dear to Me; I have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now; "what I do, thou knowest not now, but thou shalt know hereafter.'" Trust me, and "let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
PRAYER
O God, there are so many mysteries in the world, and in human life, and our eyes grow tired with straining into the darkness. Help us to believe in Thy unchanging love, and to trust where we cannot see or understand. AMEN.
Tonight as same time we are on our way to the same National service camp again. this time our group a bit smaller, somewhere like 9 person again. Praise the Lord again for stoping the rain.
As we gather as the CMC taipng with other ppl. my heart was a bit nervous as i gonna share the word at the camp. in my heart i was very scare and nervous, because i donno what to give to them. i also scare if i will teach the wrong teaching and lead them astray.
the journey started at somewhere 7:40pm.
as we move we started with our prayer. after that i say to myself that it.
as the van move i getting more and more nervous but God was with me that time and all the time. it was a great journey and i feel that if not for God we could not reach the camp.
in side the van me my sis and the group from the cmc was chatting and talking and giving praises to God.
by 8:10pm we reach the camp. we all move everything down from the van, thing like piano, guitar, laptop and lcd, song book, and most of all is ourself. hehehehe
with all the load we move to the NS camp office. n we waited and waited but the comander was not there. it about 15min later we meet up with the camp commander. we inform the camp commander that we are from the christian study group. then in no time he made the anouncement.
after the announcement we waited agian. we got scare cause like no want turn up that time. so we waited again. it about 10 later got 2ns camper turn up. when i saw then i got such a relief. then as time pass more and more turn up. in the end we got around 6 of them. out of the 6 one is a sengoi. i was so happy that. we started everything some where like 8:50pm.
we started by introducing ourself, then worship and then play some game and the time where is share.
i was sharing under the topic of sending out the 12 spies. Numbers 13 to 14. is a very long chapter. hehehehe at that time i was trembling like mad man. so scare la. but as i share God was with me. He guided me and i speak boldly of His word. after like 30min i end my sharing. i put up a challenge for them. as i finish the talk it was 10.02pm.
we leave that place at about 10.32pm. we have a bit long prayer and end with a song.
i was a bit annoyed with the malay camper there.
cause they make a lot of noise and shout and sing laudly.
it like some barberian or ppl that never went to school.
but no matter how laud they are it did not effect us.
our room that was a bit quiet cause the Lord was with us.
we have a very good time with the christian camper.
we also have a very good fellowship with them.
all of us can't wait to meet up with them again.
ok la for now hope to write more in the coming
see ya chow for now.
wahahahahaha.
is it boring in my life
for your reading
GOD'S CHALLENGE TO MAN
"Where wast thou when I laid the foundations of the earth? Declare if thou hast understanding."-- Job_38:4.
IN This mighty chapter, God seems to draw near to the perplexed and stricken soul, who sits brooding over the problems of human life, and points out that mysteries equally insoluble are above his head and under his feet; that he lives and moves amongst them. Man frets and despairs over a mystery forced upon him by sorrow and loss. He cannot interpret it, and is shaken to the heart; but the whole universe teems with mystery. Man cannot explain the creation of the world, the separation of sky and earth, the reflex influences of the one on the other. Light and darkness, wind and rain, snow and ice, storm and sunshine; the instincts of the animal creation these defy man's absolute understanding.
But who frets at the inscrutable mystery which enshrouds these natural phenomena! We use all of them, and make them serve our purpose.
We cannot be surprised, therefore, if we discover similar mysteries in God's dealings with ourselves. He does not answer our questions by always telling us His secret reasonings. His thoughts and ways are as much higher than ours, as the heavens are higher than the earth, and we could not more understand His reasons than tiny children can the mysteries of human life. But behind all mystery the Father's heart is beating, and a Father's voice is pleading, that we should trust Him. Little children, you cannot understand, but you are infinitely dear to Me; I have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now; "what I do, thou knowest not now, but thou shalt know hereafter.'" Trust me, and "let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
PRAYER
O God, there are so many mysteries in the world, and in human life, and our eyes grow tired with straining into the darkness. Help us to believe in Thy unchanging love, and to trust where we cannot see or understand. AMEN.
Monday, April 7, 2008
Servant Of Christ.
Friday 4 March 2008
On 7:15pm Me and my sis was fetch by Chin Yeow, Jonathan, and Adraine
As we in the car on the way to CMC the rain pour very heavily. It pour like cat and dog.
The rain dranch the way and the place but not our spirit to share the God words to all the participant in the National Service Camp in Kampung Aman.
The journey was very dark and gloom. The rain still pouring heavy and the road to the camp site was very, very dark.
But in our van we have 9ppl. Everyone was very excited as we getting near to the NS Camp, although the rain is still pouring.
After an hour drive we reach to the camp site.
As we getting down the van the rain stop. Wah God really answer our prayer and hold the rain. The rain stop totally.
We all was so happy as we unload all the tool use for the worship and sharing time. As we heading to the office of the NS camp with the heart full of joy to share God Words and love.
As in front of the office we was inform that all the Chinese camper have gone back home due to Cheng Beng holiday.
Everyone was shock and feel a bit down, but the Lord was with us at that time and give us an idea to let the camp commander know to inform the camper that we are coming next week on 11/05/2008.
Thanks GOD for stopping the rain we have detour to the Bukit Merah Lake Town Water Park to have fellowship there.
After spending about 1 hour there we all decided t head back home.
Once we reach taiping we head out again in 1 group to have some supper.
All of us was chatting the whole night with laughter and joy.
Mat 28:18 Then Jesus came up and said to them, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
Mat 28:19 Therefore, as you go, disciple all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, Mat 28:20 teaching them to obey all that I have commanded you. And remember, I am with you each and every day until the end of the age."
On 7:15pm Me and my sis was fetch by Chin Yeow, Jonathan, and Adraine
As we in the car on the way to CMC the rain pour very heavily. It pour like cat and dog.
The rain dranch the way and the place but not our spirit to share the God words to all the participant in the National Service Camp in Kampung Aman.
The journey was very dark and gloom. The rain still pouring heavy and the road to the camp site was very, very dark.
But in our van we have 9ppl. Everyone was very excited as we getting near to the NS Camp, although the rain is still pouring.
After an hour drive we reach to the camp site.
As we getting down the van the rain stop. Wah God really answer our prayer and hold the rain. The rain stop totally.
We all was so happy as we unload all the tool use for the worship and sharing time. As we heading to the office of the NS camp with the heart full of joy to share God Words and love.
As in front of the office we was inform that all the Chinese camper have gone back home due to Cheng Beng holiday.
Everyone was shock and feel a bit down, but the Lord was with us at that time and give us an idea to let the camp commander know to inform the camper that we are coming next week on 11/05/2008.
Thanks GOD for stopping the rain we have detour to the Bukit Merah Lake Town Water Park to have fellowship there.
After spending about 1 hour there we all decided t head back home.
Once we reach taiping we head out again in 1 group to have some supper.
All of us was chatting the whole night with laughter and joy.
Mat 28:18 Then Jesus came up and said to them, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
Mat 28:19 Therefore, as you go, disciple all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, Mat 28:20 teaching them to obey all that I have commanded you. And remember, I am with you each and every day until the end of the age."
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
A Bro of mine IAN
i know Ian for like 6 to 7 years now.
he is a boy when i know him.
but now he has grown up to be a God fearing man.
the first time when i saw him, he is a very quiet man.
He is a man with a very seldom word, he also very seldom joke.
but now you all who know him can say how much God have change him.
he change because he allow God to change him.
The Potter's Hand
Beautiful LordWonderful Saviour
I know for sure all of my days are
Held in Your Hand
Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes
(bridge)
I'm captured by Your Holy calling
Set me apart I know
You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray
(chorus)
Take me, mould me, use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me, lead me
walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand.
it just like this song up there.
our life is just on the plate and in hand of our potter the Lord Jesus Christ.
when we sing this song are we really in heart to give our life to the Potter hand to be shape by him.
Ian does live his life to the Potter Hand.
Ian bro keep it up in shining for Lord Jesus Christ.
In God love is always be your brother..
Luv
David.
he is a boy when i know him.
but now he has grown up to be a God fearing man.
the first time when i saw him, he is a very quiet man.
He is a man with a very seldom word, he also very seldom joke.
but now you all who know him can say how much God have change him.
he change because he allow God to change him.
The Potter's Hand
Beautiful LordWonderful Saviour
I know for sure all of my days are
Held in Your Hand
Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes
(bridge)
I'm captured by Your Holy calling
Set me apart I know
You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray
(chorus)
Take me, mould me, use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me, lead me
walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand.
it just like this song up there.
our life is just on the plate and in hand of our potter the Lord Jesus Christ.
when we sing this song are we really in heart to give our life to the Potter hand to be shape by him.
Ian does live his life to the Potter Hand.
Ian bro keep it up in shining for Lord Jesus Christ.
In God love is always be your brother..
Luv
David.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Youth Prayer Conference 2008
It have past for like a week now.
but the memory is still lingger in our head and we seperate to go back to our house.
what we have learn in ths camp we also
bring it back together to our house.
as in this camp we learn about The Prayer of Jabez
1Ch 4:9 And Jabez was more honorable than his brothers. And his mother called his name Jabez, saying, Because I bore him with sorrow.
1Ch 4:10 And Jabez called on the God of Israel, saying, Oh that You would bless me indeed, and make my border larger, and that Your hand might be with me, and that You would keep me from evil, so that it may not grieve me! And God granted him that which he asked.
in this bible verses i put in is to remind me about what i have learn in this wonderful camp.
In The YPC 2008 i've found a group of friend. Picture above.
We are call the crazy and The noisy group. is ok for what they have call us. what i have know is that we will always crazy for god and noisy for God.
I always thanks God for sending me to this wonderful camp.
Although now i always miss them all but i know that soon 1 day we shall meet up again.
to all my friend who are or not in this picture, serve the Lord always and be faithful in serving the Father will. cause 1 day we shall meet up again in heaven. then we shall make more noise in praising the Lord Jesus Christ.
LORD JESUS CHRIST YOU ROCKZ...
always keep intouch with me ok. number 0125770603 or ahillip1979@yahoo.com or davidwong48@gmail.com or lightfire01@hotmail.com(msn)
Monday, March 3, 2008
This is my 1st writing in my 1st own blog
Hi to all who read my blog.
I have been seeing people writing blog but i have not try before.
so now i have change to write my own blog please forgive me if i didn't ave any nice story to share.
It have been 3 month now since my sis Charlene Chew left me.
it have been a sad time for me since then until now. although she left me but my brotherly love for her will never change.
hope 1 day i can be with her again.
I have been seeing people writing blog but i have not try before.
so now i have change to write my own blog please forgive me if i didn't ave any nice story to share.
It have been 3 month now since my sis Charlene Chew left me.
it have been a sad time for me since then until now. although she left me but my brotherly love for her will never change.
hope 1 day i can be with her again.
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