Saturday, November 7, 2009

Fear

lately a fear have come in and enthrone my heart.from now on i'm fighting a hard battle with this fear but i find it a lost battle, now it always alarm me and make feel fear whenever thing happen, like in work place and in daily relationship with people. it hard to move in ministry, cause in the ministry i have to dealt with people. so i need alot of prayer, my prayer now is kneeling in God to seek His strangth and wisdom in removing the fear that in my heart. please help me in this war and pray for me. thanks alot.

A Step at A Time with God

I am a man who rush everything in my life and i sometime found it like no time for something. mostly i spend about 4 hour a day in sleeping. since i know Lord Jesus i have to slow down everything in my life. no matter how hard i try, i still find hard to slow down. but i still allow Lord Jesus Christ. to be my Lord of my life.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Ministry

well today is friday(26/06/09)

it another where i have to strife to finish up my work in the office.
i have a good friend working together with me.
friday is the day where all my work start.
so i manage to tied up some of the loose end.

in the afternoon i go to a school in pokok assam.
in that most of the student are either malay or indian.
well i serve as an BB officer in that school and my church.
in the pokok assam school i got like about 30 student all boys.
i teach and play with them.
i'm a Boys' Brigade Officer. an Warrant Officer.

Friday, June 26, 2009

another busy day

sorry that i have to write my blog one day after.
today 25/06/2009

just yet another day for me and also the busy one.
today i promise myself to finish up the angelos letter and send out but well e still don't have the cash to buy stamp. well now i have to wait somemore, is a sad case to me, i have to scold by higher rank people and name me a lazy guy. well i'm just helping this guy to finish up his work. and because i work in the church office and he dump me the work.

anyway i don't mine what he said about me.
i work from 8.30am to 4.30pm
seven day a week. rest on tuesday.

i thank the Lord for giving me this wonderful job.

although everyday will be a busy day but still have time for me private time of using the pc.

thank again for reading my blog.
there is nothing much.
but i start to write.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Nature!!!! God's handy craft.

today 24/6/2009

today is Wednesday another day where i busy finishing up the envelop for the Anglos to be send out.
i took me whole day to do it. in the end is done. so tired but it worth it. well that just the second step. after finish the address i have to do the stamping and sealing. the stamp will cost a fortune but can claim from my church office.

at night.
well as usual my church got talk on nature and the creation of God, well i didn't know how sick the world is now. soon the world will be in the worst place. the sea is rising up. temperature is rising. nature disastrous and other thing.

after the speaker told us all this thing i found it that we have to play a large part on it. we as Christian should take care of our Father world and creation well, as a Stewart of the God the Father creation, we have done a worst job.
afther that night some our church member have take up the challenge on playing a part of taing care the world.

recycle plastice, and other stuff is also part of taking care the world.
i do hope that people in the world will play a large part in taking our place to stay.(not home but world)

To all God Stewart.

Korean Praise

on 23/06/2009
this is the day when this group from Korea came to my church to perform. the whole event started on 8pm and ended about 11.30pm. the respond is very good cause we got like about 200 to 250 people in the church building (wesley Methodist Church Taiping). i was so busy that night attending guest and mmoving chair all around the church.
in this event my 2 most closed friend was here, (fung hou and david kong) one follow the korean group and another bring his uni friend.
that night i got a new life but still an old body. through that night i know my deepest problem that i supress deep in my heart is the problem with my dad. i know i still need to change more and more to be like Christ. keep me in prayer as i myself too is praying for myself. in my life i will continue to fight for my freedom from sin. as Christ will fight along with me.

i learn a lot from this concert. i learn the work of the Holy Spirit. i too wish to thanks Pastor Daniel Kim Shinji for his short and nice sermon.

i'm still praying and seeking God.

thanks for reading this blog

wedding dinner and karaoke.

It been so tired lately. got so many work undone, got so many thing unfinish.
but on 20/06/2009 is the night where i attended my friend brother wedding in my hometown. the event was so grant but the people was so harsh. i was confronted by a group of adult (a family), i told them that our table is taken but they did not bother about it an sit at our table. when my friend all turn out they got no place to sit due to that family. is ok. in the end me and my friend when to karaoke and we have a good sing there. all my friend take beer but i only take coke. well it all ended that day. only tat day i found out i have a bad voice. hahahaha sad. but i happy cause i try to sing.